Yeah this is something that I seriously need to work on. Even one of my best guy friends is really deeply unhappy, and everybody knows it but really just doesn’t give a fuck. And that pissed me off. I realized that when my bff Autumn who has a crush on him was smiling, and says, “He’s happy.” then my boyfriend goes, “What? He’s never happy.”. I think those words about crushed me because it’s practically true but ik he’s happy when he’s hanging with us, and that’s it. Other than that him a like me, we live in misery. It sucks ass but you don’t see us complaining, and we cherish those moments we are actually hanging out with people and not alone, sad, and listening to music, because then ladies and gentlemen ;
we are actually happy for once. :c

Yeah this is something that I seriously need to work on. Even one of my best guy friends is really deeply unhappy, and everybody knows it but really just doesn’t give a fuck. And that pissed me off. I realized that when my bff Autumn who has a crush on him was smiling, and says, “He’s happy.” then my boyfriend goes, “What? He’s never happy.”. I think those words about crushed me because it’s practically true but ik he’s happy when he’s hanging with us, and that’s it. Other than that him a like me, we live in misery. It sucks ass but you don’t see us complaining, and we cherish those moments we are actually hanging out with people and not alone, sad, and listening to music, because then ladies and gentlemen ;
we are actually happy for once. :c